Purple

One of those times
Your mind trying to write let it write it fine
Write it down like da da da da
You step in between these lines
But nada
Comes and gets ya
Lives that you felt reside in another life
Upsets ya
You were alive once upon time
Now your dying can you feel what you left behind inside
Forget it
Your miine
Your pain is my gain a dimension
Die if you ever mention that you sorry
Fact
Your dead already
Fact of the matter is
This
Just let it sink in, the sinking feeling that you through the kitchen sink in
And now you sinking in this thing
Blacker than the fact that yo die a loner
Die founder
You going to die alone
Your face is in the crowd but you smiling now
What were you smiling about
Smiling back to days
Back to days, you paving ways
Paving the days but days don't pay your ways
You sit and write without a wage
Why you have to give a dam give a dam
You didn't give a dam about your fam
You step in through the doors
Greeted with wide applause na
It's not going to be like that
No looooove
No love for me anymore no hugs
Hugs that warmed the cold
But now it's a cold world
You thought you had it all
You thought you are bold but now your weak
O You crying now
Why you crying, now
You think that im so happy telling you this you think im laughing now
You through it upon yourself you took the easy road
You didn't want to grow up no more
You thought it be easy peasey lemon squeezy
Say a little prayer
Read a chapter here and there
Go to church, hit a club, get some love, say god whats up 0
Please forgive me, lord
You didn't care, didn't need him there when times were good
When times were bad put the blame back on - what he had
He shoulda showed ya
You shoulda told me
What he wants from me
He never going to let me see
What I want to be
What I dreamed, in track 1 through 2 3
Why dont he forgive me isn't he
He's supposed to forgive me isn't he

I'm listening
Man I'm paying attention
I'm not missing this
Doing everything
I was here for every second of your life on this earth
From your birth
Have a little bit of faith
In this thing called taste don't waste away man
Pleasure is upon us if I see us jumping on it
If I'm honest I'm already on it
It's a high feeling
So pretty God, god so pretty I
Close my eyes I'm fine
If I open them I die
So why God why
I took you on a tour of your dreams
Who you think created these things
If seeing aint believing
Then believe me when im saying
That I took you on this ride to hell and back
You're so short sighted
You were delighted at the fact that good things came
But you never thanked me I'm the good thing coming
When bad shit happened you were running
Running sstaright for me - it was my fault huh
When really it was all your fault for disrespecting me
That's the time you tasted faith
The Only time I tested you I told ya everything you lost
And Now - you comin back for more you think I did it on purpose na
I'm not controlling those things but I will see you bouncing back when you notice me
Notice me
I'm everywhere
In your nightmares
Fuck boy in your dreams as well
You don't seem to be listening to me
You think I'm God
No I'm your fucking conscience
You think I'm odd
You think I'm talking about God when I'm not
I'm everything your conscience decides apart from God
Ha
Your forgiven bitch
There's no god
Your forgive bitch
There's no god
I'm everything
In your dreams
I'm the good things coming