Dozin' Off

Yo
How you gonna play me now?
You see it's been four long years since your
Voice hit my ears, and I
Keep on contemplating how
Maybe you just wanted too much
Maybe you were just trying to live
Or maybe, just maybe, you were fucking ghosting me
Showboating all your groceries, and
Tryna have a million kids
Well shit, I don't worry about you
If that's insinuating that I ever did
You see I had to bounce back, get up on track
Eat the whack shit you was always feeding me
And now the things that I can stomach gonna
Put you in a bib
It's true
What the hell we gonna do?
Knowing that you're sound asleep, my sound is gonna make a peep
When you're dreamin' and tell you that I'm done with you
Shit I keep on bouncing and hitting rewind
Thinking back to all those wonderful times
Of arguing fist slamming, and barging in God dammit
You tryna get rest dammit, I'm tryna get rest dammit
And that shit, going through my head now
Gonna keep me pinned onto the ground now
Well I'm a balloon, and when the needle drop
Hear that shit pop, flying away onto the billboard
You're bored, I'm torn, what you want the Grammy award?
What you want, that shiny new ford?
What you need, Imma plead on my knees
Would you please, stop planting your seed
Up in my brain, you gon' sprout to a tree
That I will smoke, till the air that I breathe
Gon' turn to poison, and then it's RIP
And then it's the OD
And then it's the funeral and they bumping KOD
The kid out here was drugging, his momma there wish he wasn't
Cause now she gon' tell his cousin, the future he had is buggin'
And it's all cause of that bitch's fault
She never did like that girl at all
I should've listened, but all I did was hear
And now my ears got me here, been more than a year
And we be still fighting like you still be calling me "dear"
And I be still callin' you honey, it's kinda funny
Cause I'm nowhere near, I'm dozin' off, I'm afraid, but no more fear

I'm dozin' off
You never had me, I'm dozin' off
You backstab me, now I'm dozin' off
You had me on my knees, now I'm dozin' off
And when you're gone
And all this ends
And all I see is the life you left
You got me scared to death, I'm lost
And when I'm found I'm dozin' off

I'm dozin' off
You never had me, I'm dozin' off
You backstab me, now I'm dozin' off
You had me on my knees, now I'm dozin' off
And when you're gone
And all this ends
And all I see is the life you left
You got me scared to death, I'm lost
And when I'm found I'm dozin' off

Hi
I know that it's been a lot of time
Just know that you're never on my mind
I wrote this to tell the people why
Cause you played a game
Wanted every boy to go say your name
Your ego inflated when they'd claim you're great
So you dumped them off said they're way too lame
But not me
I said I hated you
And I always said it in a playful tune
But you weren't sure
You not tryna play the fool
I pushed further I don't want a naked view
And you should face the truth
You hella lame just move
But deep down this was the plan you took the bait and chewed
And now I'm straight in view
It kinda angered you
I'm the guy that told you "no" the one you can't get to
I think that really did it
You told me just where I'm sittin'
On the trip that we were taking said hold up wait are you kidding?
You told me shut up and listen
I'm picking the seat last minute there's nothing that you can do
And you're stuck with me like it's prison
line and sinker
Told you it was good and it was fine with me but
I'm not tryna see ya
Whole behind or squeez ya
I'm not like the meat heads
You declined
Can we keep it as if I'm your teacher
Then you'll said we'll see
Night time comes and you then pulled me
To your nice thighs cause you were in too deep
And I said ohh these are at best 2D
You said yeah dude please I'm an SUV
Then you grabbed my chin
Lookin' at you like what's happening
You said shhhh I don't wanna ask again
Then I leaned in slow, fade to black in dim
But I won the game so you can go kick rocks
Both caught feelings never showed them off
Because oh it's awkward if only I'm
The one holding on
To the time we had together pair of broken clocks
So I wrote this song to show that nah
I'm so done with all your games that I be

I'm dozin' off
You never had me, I'm dozin' off
You backstab me, now I'm dozin' off
You had me on my knees, now I'm dozin' off
And when you're gone
And all this ends
And all I see is the life you left
You got me scared to death, I'm lost
And when I'm found I'm dozin' off

I'm dozin' off
You never had me, I'm dozin' off
You backstab me, now I'm dozin' off
You had me on my knees, now I'm dozin' off
And when you're gone
And all this ends
And all I see is the life you left
You got me scared to death, I'm lost
And when I'm found I'm dozin' off