Frozen Eyes

I was kid and I wanted a Benz
Pick up the paper I'm writing again
No faith in myself and I wanted new friends
To believe I myself I could only pretend

I keep to myself cuz I wanted to win
They hurt me so much I'm not letting you in
I start playin ball when I'm right around 10
But it's not in my heart so I'm not with the end

They telling me these lies and they hurt me
Gotta sacrifice my life don't deserve me
They telling you these lies and they hurt me
Can't let you in my life don't deserve me

They telling me the Lies that you got tonight
Lie got these minds that you chosen
They calling me say "Chima that you want to fly?"
I got these eyes that are frozen

Watching my mama she stress over bills
Working so hard and she gave me the meals
They calling my phone but don't ask how I feel
I put it in song and my pain disappear

They want me to smile but I never could hear
Be thinking so much and I shed a few tears
The love of my life she had left me in tears
Gotta get it myself cuz nobody don't care

I put in my time in my music and rap
I made it so far and I ain't going back
Been doin so much got the U onna Map
But you won't even call me I'm worried bout that

The money be comin don't bury the pain
It come from the heart but you left me in vain
In 2019 gotta do for the name
20 years old but I'm stuck inna game

They telling me the Lies that you got tonight
Lie got these minds that you chosen
They calling me say "Chima that you want to fly?"
I got these eyes that are frozen

They telling me these lies and they hurt me
Gotta sacrifice my life don't deserve me
They telling you these lies and they hurt me
Can't let you in my life don't deserve me

Making the music they call it a joke
Smile in my face and they laugh and they poke
I done put time in the stuff that I wrote
I Gotta thank God cuz he gave me the road

Talk to my family I never give up
They gonna be wit me when time looking rough
I was a kid wasn't talking enough
I'm working real hard but not working enough

I know I can do it don't need no support
I gotta remind me who I do it for
The people I love and they walk out the door
Ain't tellin me none I'm making it more

Spending my money on Christian Dior
Used make money from mopping the floors
Me and my brother we booking a tour
Do it my own opportunity yours

They love me they hate me it don't mean a thing
The rapping good but don't want you to sing
With God on my side I can do anything
You can stay by yaself if you want me to hang

They say I can't do it it really be pain
My people they left me it started to rain
J Dooley call me and he wanted a chain
I stuck inna hell and my mind go insane

Got me a hybrid it's good for my brain
I put all my love I would do anything
Couldn't buy me no shoes in a hole what you think
I'm trusting my brother I'm staying the same

Look at my past I look at a stain
Took everything that I had to detain
I look inna mirror I wanna maintain
Shoutout my brother that's Gio Germain

They telling me the Lies that you got tonight
Lie got these minds that you chosen
They calling me say "Chima that you want to fly?"
I got these eyes that are frozen

They telling me these lies and they hurt me
Gotta sacrifice my life don't deserve me
They telling you these lies and they hurt me
Can't let you in my life don't deserve me

They telling me the lies that you got tonight lie got these minds that you chosen

They callin me say "chima that you want to fly?"
I got these eyes that are frozen



Credits
Writer(s): Chima Anyanwu
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