The Anchor Around My Neck

The sound of everyone feeling something before I became the plague
And I lost everyone around me and everything came falling down
Pushed my fingers in my ears until they met
Sink deeper in this black tide everyday
(The noise is so deafening)
So now that I can't hear it's like it never left (me alone)
Close my eyes and let these waves carry me away
I give in, I give in
I've lost all of myself
I am no more, and I have nothing left to
Breathe in deep
It's like my lungs are full of lead
It's pinning my down to this oceans bed
And now it's like everything's falling down on me
And the weight on my chest builds and builds
It never ends
I give in, I give in
I've lost all of myself
I am no more, and I have nothing left to
I'll drift off without a second thought, without qualms
I'll give it all away like I had before
And I'm cold deep in my core
Turn my back leave no expression
Though footsteps leave a deep depression
Washed away by high tide
And it feels just right while I lie
I give in, I give in
I've lost all of myself
I am no more, and I have nothing left