Losing Sleep

3 am
My eyes are red
I stare at the clock
Next to my bed
I'm not even an insomniac
Sometimes I just wish that I was dead
Even though my life is great
Even though I'm as happy
As I've ever been
Even though my dreams are fine
I'm not running in my head

I don't know why
This turmoil hides in my mind
It's like a cancer
I'll never answer
The phone
When you call
Because you're worried
I might jump

Don't waste your time
Worrying about me
I'll be just fine
Down here
Don't waste your time
Lookin for me
I'm only searching for pity
Don't waste your time

Days and nights
I'm losing sight of it
Why can't I just
Break the habit

One last time
I'll write this line down
The first one
That comes to mind
One last time
I'll make my voice sound
Certain of each rhyme

And I'm not
Just fitting round pegs
In round holes
And I'm not
Just singing for the sake
Of not being silent

It's so quiet
When my ears stop ringing

Will my ears stop ringing?

I've been trapped
Outside myself
I think I need help
The pain is gone
By the time I write the song
The voices in my head'll sing along



Credits
Writer(s): Samuel Fassler
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