Vent
Yea, I been holding this back
My mind is racing I'm pacing
Can't stand this place that I'm placed in
I'm uncontent with this, uh
My pen been calling me back
But the dream seems out of reach and the doubts they come in waves
I'm in stages in empty rooms and my goal ain't no grammy or a check
I just wanna be respected I just want this to be heard
This a vent I wanna be felt
I want you to feel what I feel when I'm crying in the pad
And these doubts won't fade
And these people talk
I'm sick of letting my dreams wait
And this classroom ain't no place for me
But I sit and wait so patiently
Cuz a part of me is wondering if this is something honestly
I'm wasting time on ima be another one of these wanna be
Soundcloud rappers suffocate with every stroke
A piece of me I lose in this and now I'm thinking bout you baby
You'll always be part of me
They don't catch that they won't get it
Never will I'm standing filled with angst
Cuz my mind can't interpret what my heart say
I'm hard to read like a screen cracked
And I'm just as broken they say they support
But throw looks when I'm writing this plan it's out my hand
But the goal's insight and I trust my God to fill my tank
Cuz the road long I'm space bound ain't not run around
I'm coming straight been 10 plus years I've quit 10 times
Feel like I'm lonely all the time
I speak my mind but not enough
I'm uncontent with these compliments and the consequences of this addiction's
Skepticism it's like I've risen from a slumber
Don't do numbers 50 follows
I just hope they all feel something when I'm laying verses down
I won't change for the crowd
Nah man I'll just keep my style
Ain't no youngboy, yachty, lil durk I'm spitting words for sanity's sake
I'm exhausted all these faces i put on it's like I'm in a one man play
They expecting a different face
I don't live for they applause but I hate to hear the boos
And this side of me's a cynic dirty critic
Who won't ever let me feel appreciation for this journey that I'm on
So it's hard for me to make these songs
And let em flow like a vent...
I don't know what I can take it's hard for me to say that
I don't wanna be a burnout
I can't keep these words out
And these doubts I'm filled with
Feelings of resentment, cuz
Y'all don't feel my heartbeat
When I lay my heart out I'm standing on the edge now
I'm standing on the edge now
My mind is racing I'm pacing
Can't stand this place that I'm placed in
I'm uncontent with this, uh
My pen been calling me back
But the dream seems out of reach and the doubts they come in waves
I'm in stages in empty rooms and my goal ain't no grammy or a check
I just wanna be respected I just want this to be heard
This a vent I wanna be felt
I want you to feel what I feel when I'm crying in the pad
And these doubts won't fade
And these people talk
I'm sick of letting my dreams wait
And this classroom ain't no place for me
But I sit and wait so patiently
Cuz a part of me is wondering if this is something honestly
I'm wasting time on ima be another one of these wanna be
Soundcloud rappers suffocate with every stroke
A piece of me I lose in this and now I'm thinking bout you baby
You'll always be part of me
They don't catch that they won't get it
Never will I'm standing filled with angst
Cuz my mind can't interpret what my heart say
I'm hard to read like a screen cracked
And I'm just as broken they say they support
But throw looks when I'm writing this plan it's out my hand
But the goal's insight and I trust my God to fill my tank
Cuz the road long I'm space bound ain't not run around
I'm coming straight been 10 plus years I've quit 10 times
Feel like I'm lonely all the time
I speak my mind but not enough
I'm uncontent with these compliments and the consequences of this addiction's
Skepticism it's like I've risen from a slumber
Don't do numbers 50 follows
I just hope they all feel something when I'm laying verses down
I won't change for the crowd
Nah man I'll just keep my style
Ain't no youngboy, yachty, lil durk I'm spitting words for sanity's sake
I'm exhausted all these faces i put on it's like I'm in a one man play
They expecting a different face
I don't live for they applause but I hate to hear the boos
And this side of me's a cynic dirty critic
Who won't ever let me feel appreciation for this journey that I'm on
So it's hard for me to make these songs
And let em flow like a vent...
I don't know what I can take it's hard for me to say that
I don't wanna be a burnout
I can't keep these words out
And these doubts I'm filled with
Feelings of resentment, cuz
Y'all don't feel my heartbeat
When I lay my heart out I'm standing on the edge now
I'm standing on the edge now
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Writer(s): Nehemiah Bowie
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