It's Funny How The Same People That 5 Years Ago Used To Tell Me "I Love You Too" Now They Don't Know Or Even Care What I've Been Through

I hope you see me in a child crying his plea,
in all the things that annoy you like a pebble in your shoe.
I'm the bug flying near your ear,
see me as a dog barking for an ache that keeps you the whole night
awake; every time you'll feel ignored,
there's me in your head scratching a blackboard.
All the songs that we used to sing together now I wish
I could sing 'em on my own with pleasure, but I won't.
Do you think you can use me like a raincoat?
When you feel down you want me by your side and when the sun
shines you put me aside, you're wrapping your hands around my throat.
Now I'm setting you free even though I thought you listened to me,
and you remembered in my car when I told what my biggest
fears are, but I guess that I was wrong, therefore, "so long".
Our parting has been silent but equally violent.
You can keep your pride and I don't care if your
heart is petrified, I still have our friends by my side.
The thought of you leaves in my mouth the taste of clotted blood,
all the waters that you keep quiet in your
levee of selfish excuses I hope they will flood.
You are my trapnest, I'll be your pest,
now I'm in the darkness alone and
it's impossible to get out on my own.
I'm reaching out to find some safe arms
but they are your weapons aiming at my heart.
I've always been afraid to become one of your outgrown things,
and now that I am one,
I can understand what you'd say is not what you'd mean.
You're the demon that tore me off the power of dreaming.
You're the stitched wound that keeps on bleeding!
Be mindful that one day, maybe not today,
you'll feel poisoned just by saying my name.
My hatred for you is true and it's growing
so thick that no love will ever pass through.
Now you're just a ghost, all things come to be loved and lost.
Nobody has ever hurt me that deep like you did!