At My Door

You don't call me anymore
You don't look at me the way you did before
Was it something I did
Was it something I said
Did your thoughts finally make their way
From your dick to your head
Was my body not enough to make you stay
You promised we'd be okay

I'll be fine without your touch
After that I don't need much
You would think I've seen enough
To know you wouldn't stick around when things got rough

Now I'm missing you like a stitch in my side
Like a goddamn limb
Don't tell me I didn't try
To forget and forgive you
The home in my heart
Now I'm scared to go home if that's where you are
I'm scared to go back there and not find you there at my door

The tree we climbed is getting sold with the house
Can't help but wonder if you're happy now
I trusted you with my words and my mouth
Made a home in you
Now you're kicking me out

I'm starting to think you like watching me run
Think it kinda turns you on

I'll be fine without your love
After all, you were only one
But you would think I've seen enough
To know you wouldn't stick around when times got tough

I'm missing you like a stitch in my side
Like a goddamn limb
Don't tell me I didn't try
To forget and forgive you
The home in my heart
Now I'm scared to go home if that's where you are
I'm scared to go back there and not find you there at my door