Magazines

In what could be the final moments
You're finally alive
After all this time of being so fragile
That motherfucker is dead inside
Or so it feels when ICU lights bring to light that
I am the man I am because of those that I'm scared of losing

So when I think of all my fears of you fading
Well, thinking of leaving is something I'd never do

I thought I'd bring homely mementos
'Cause you are just a girl
New to this sterile world
My timing wasn't right
And that selfish waster thinks that I'm a fool for all this time

So when I think of all my fears of you fading
Well, thinking of leaving is something I'd never do

I bought magazines
To help you believe there's life outside of this box
When things get worse
We, we're kinder I've learnt

But the trace of him's gone in here
Where did he go?
But the trace of him's gone in here
Where did he go?

He's turned a blind eye
His soul in reverse
We brought this boy home to hang on his father's curse

He's turned a blind eye
His soul in reverse
We brought this boy home to hang on his father's curse

So when I think of all my fears of you fading
Well, thinking of leaving is
Something that only a man like him would do
'Cause he lied to us
Yes, he lied
'Cause he lied to us
Yes, he lied
As soon as that boy was at her side
Yeah