Count on Losing Everything

I know not to get this way
Cause if I speak up there's a price to pay
Do I let it go or let it blow up in my face
I obsess over the thought
That I could be so goddamn wrong about it
Do I wanna know, or am I safer in the dark

I need time, just a little
Tell myself to let it go but it's not so simple
And there's so much that I don't tell you
Cause how do I say

That I know that you're not mine
So I'm asking you tonight
Let me try to sort it out
I'm scared I'm running out of time
What if I don't have in me
All the magic that you need
That it would take to make someone
Someone like you in love with me
So I count on losing everything

Do you wonder if they see
Through our antics and when you say that you hate me
I'd rather let you fight
Than ever let you leave
Cause you're the only one I know
That likes to drink just as much as me, but you'll never say so
You're like my other half, but something's still missing

You'll need time, maybe a little
Wish I was right but I'm right here in the middle
I brace myself for what you might say
Whenever I say

That I know that you're not mine
So I'm asking you tonight
Let me try to sort it out
I'm scared I'm running out of time
What if I don't have in me
All the magic that you need
That it would take to make someone
Someone like you in love with me
So I count on losing everything

So what do I do?
Seems like the only one you'll ever love is you
But you're losing it cause
Feelings that you've tried to hide are coming through
You say I fucked with you're head and nothing's been the same since
The last you heard from me
I know I can't take it back and you say, "Come on you have to know that
Theres no one like you and me"