On Safe

I guess I been the problem child
I'm just sensitive, I know I cry a lot
No one can save me now
Leave while you got the chance, please save yourself
Yeah yeah yeah

Thank God the shit was on safe
I cry his name in vein
I put a bullet in my brain
They won't remember my name
We all feel the same
Difference is, that I say it
When I hold them, they feel safe
But I don't feel the same
Thank God the shit was on safe
I cry his name in vein
I put a bullet in my brain
They won't remember my name
We all feel the same
Difference is, that I say it
When I hold them, they feel safe
But I don't feel the same

I been losing all hope, I been on my last straw
I been driving faded, can't see past the dashboard
I been pushing 80, aiming for a crash course
Don't believe in God, I still pray that the brakes fail
Only way they recognize me is cause of my bracelet
Blood on the pavement, they cannot replace me
Rather die alone then to leave you breathless
I'd rather die alone then to leave you needing me
They never needed me
I told them over and over repeatedly
I need them more than they be needing me
Then they peep the tweet, I tweet, about positive energy
And how I feel like old friends is dead to me
Not because they fake, but our relationship has lost all it's energy
Amphetamines, sedatives, experiments with medicine
Just let it all settle in
Protective and competitive, I said it and I meant that shit

Thank God the shit was on safe
I cry his name in vein
I put a bullet in my brain
They won't remember my name
We all feel the same
Difference is, that I say it
When I hold them, they feel safe
But I don't feel the same
Thank God the shit was on safe
I cry his name in vein
I put a bullet in my brain
They won't remember my name
We all feel the same
Difference is, that I say it
When I hold them, they feel safe
But I don't feel the same

I want to do it cause all of these niggas doubt me
Who would these niggas really be without me?
Just keep all that energy from around me
I'm just trynna be myself, they do not allow me
These niggas do not want me in my bag though
They gonna make me take it to a place
I cannot take it back from
Everybody telling me move faster
Wade in the water, I've been floating backwards
Every time I catch a wave, I've been moving stagnant

I guess I been the problem child
I'm just sensitive, I know I cry a lot
No one can save me now
Leave while you got the chance, please save yourself
Yeah yeah yeah

I claim I'm healing but I'm hurting
I'm trynna fight the feelings it ain't working
I dug a hole and lost the way out
Ain't no one left to save now