The Coming Together of Falling Apart

This dream needed more sleep so I put it back to bed,
My feelings were a little numb so my thoughts tried to sabotage my head,
It can be everything at once or it can be nothing at all,
It's hard to tell which direction your falling once you start to fall.

A little weakness can make you strong,
When the world seems made for wrong,
The night will crack the dawn,
And you will sing a simple song.

You beat your brains out and then fall in love with your heart,
That's the coming together of falling apart.

It always feels like you're following someone's pointing finger instead of following your feet,
It takes so long to get anywhere but you can get nowhere in a heartbeat,
And sometimes no matter what I do I feel like I don't know what I'm doing,
And if it's not raining now the sky shows off a storm that's brewing.

But I make it everyday,
The future's here to stay,
And the price is priced to pay,
Any way's the way.

Let the blind lead the blind then smash your compass; guide and chart,
That's the coming together of falling apart.

I've been down by days; nagged by nights and dragged face down thru the mud,
But I kept my peace because I know holy water is thicker than blood,
You do everything for sacrifice or desire but you can't sacrifice desire,
And I'm here to tell you all you can do is burn if you fall into a fire.

I'm a lover and a fighter,
I'm god's ghost writer,
I will carry this load much lighter,
Hold this trouble tighter.

Lay down your faith imagine you're finished then live your lifeless start,
That's the coming together of falling apart.

For some strange reason this doesn't seem strange,
Life is a raging river of change.