Already Dead

Rex but the booger shit is spotty
Go to parties and I hardly ever feel like my own body
I'm in touch with my spiritual, can't touch the feeling
But I feel all the residual, can't see the ceiling
'Cause I'm sinking in your memory
Stacking up the energy, lacking on the synergy
I sum up all the tension and
Baby, did I mention that? Yeah

I am back on my bullshit
I told you I'd do shit, I'm just being honest
I know that you knew shit, I know that I promised
I'm an artist with a harness
If I had tools of phonics, I'd be more articulate
And the money and drugs do not stimulate all the sensations
That I describe indicate, you're the one I want
So, please, do not complicate, let's make it easy for you

You got bullshit, I got bullshit
Let's go hash it in another state
It's worth the wait
I would kill for you, I'd die for you
Don't tell me it's no other way, please stay
You run away and I chase
'Cause love's worth the race
I grab you by the arm, and you tell me to my face
Say I'm crazy, maybe
How could it be in my head?

I'm already dead
And I'm already dead
No resurrect, I'ma miss this
I'm desperate for attention
You're exiting, I'ma witness
Participate in my own death

I feel the feeling of losing control
You were the one that would make sure I null
Anything that I would push or I'd pull
To move the boundary that you annulled
We had the chemistry, we had the symmetry
Down in the cemetery, lie down right next to me
I was your Kennedy, you were my sanity
Now I'm your enemy, now you just wanna leave

I admit, I'ma have my faults
Locked up, all safe like I'm in a vault
You witnessed my love, are you feeling off?
I understand it's tough 'cause I'm turning up
If honesty is the key, I'ma be solemnly swearing that
I would be finding myself in another reality
Where I would be something that you would want me to be

All you can see, you're perfectly
Together and it is obviously
I'm not the same, going insane
Everything that I do is all in vain
To prove to you that I am due for another inspection
I feed off impression, I deal with depression
Which is a connection to my recognition of my love addiction

Now I'm already dead
And I'm already dead
No resurrect, I'ma miss this (there's just no use)
I'm desperate for attention (I'm hanging from your noose)
You're exiting, I'ma witness (abandoned from the truth)
Participate in my own death

There's just no use
I'm hanging from your noose
Abandoned from the truth
And in the end I lose