Ships

You see, adults the real monsters
They come and go as they please
With no regard of who you are
Who you care to be. How you feel
They fuck you up. They may not mean to but they do. They fill you with the faults they have and add some extra just for you
So come on down here with me
Where its safe
(Cause adults are the real monsters)

I find
Myself lost within, with nothing to see here
I have
Artificial skin
Not much
It's broken in, soon to disappear
Just me
This vacant puppeteer

I am just breaking in. I'm repressed, there's nothing left
Cyniseptic, vulgar skeptic, I detest that I'm possessed
Been like this ever since. It never ends, it never ends
I just can't find myself anymore
(Gazing oh so bittersweet i peer from my slumber
Today youll float too)
Apathetic, so pathetic, I find myself and I'm obsessed
I can't find myself
Anymore

The end
I find I'm soaking in, ships come to drown here
Comes quick
when waves are capped with wind
To those
that sink or swim, you don't belong here
Who hate
Cause we live in fear

Lech

And I find the locks inside, in time I build my walls again
A narcissist, A nihilist, a monster, yet im not a man
Walls once told the script i've sewn, i'll never find my innocence
What once was gold, a broken home, will never be whole again

I know I read your face,
I, judge, dreams you cant erase
Your trust, you mis-placed
This vanity it leaves disgrace

I am just breaking in. there's nothing left, nothing left
Cyniseptic, vulgar skeptic, I detest that I'm possessed
Been like this ever since. It never ends,life never ends
I just can't find myself any more

Gazing oh so bittersweet, I peer from my slumber
Today "You'll float too"
Taken here, disappear, I fall apart, alone in here
Breaking what I thought was new
Drowning in my bitter sea, ships torn asunder
We pray to drown soon
Gazing oh so Bittersweet i wake from my slumber
Today "You'll float too"

(They float. and when you're down here with me, you'll float, too-' you see adults are the real monsters)