Insecure

All that I wanted to do
Places I wanted to see
I gotta overcome
My insecurity
Know that it's holding me back
Know that I'll never grow
Think that it's finally time
For me to let it go
All that I wanted to do
Places I wanted to see
I gotta overcome
My insecurity
Know that it's holding me back
Know that I'll never grow
Think that it's finally time
For me to let it go

Recently thinking a lot
Where I do I wanna go
Think that I'm stuck in my city
Truly I can't let it go
Swore that I'd stick to my promise
It's finally closing in
But if I'm being honest
I just don't want it to end
So many people look up
To me and it's sorta surreal
When I try to talk it out
They tell me it's not a big deal
They just don't understand
Know they could never see
The pain that I'm feeling inside
When I stare in the mirror at me
You see the smile and you think
That nothing coulda ever be wrong
That's why I never speak
Cause I am just trynna be strong
I just been trynna hold on
Taking a second to breathe
Though I was feeling lost
I finally think I believe

All that I wanted to do
Places I wanted to see
I gotta overcome
My insecurity
Know that it's holding me back
Know that I'll never grow
Think that it's finally time
For me to let it go
All that I wanted to do
Places I wanted to see
I gotta overcome
My insecurity
Know that it's holding me back
Know that I'll never grow
Think that it's finally time
For me to let it go

It's holding me back
Really I'm holding me back
I know that I'm ready
But I just don't wanna fall back
What would they think
If they saw me hitting the top
Then fall off with grace
After all of my albums would flop
But now I see it
That it's no difference my albums been flopping since 2013
I'll stick to the motto it's not hard to follow
I promise to live forever green
What does it mean
All that I means is that I'm constantly learning new things
Like get on my feet
Don't take defeat
Chase all the dreams that I wanted to see
Be all the things that I wanted to be
Inspire the people that look up to me
I'm proud of myself I don't take this lightly
I did all this work that you seeing myself
Of course I had help but where are they now
Patiently hoping I'm taking the crown
There ain't too many that's holding me down
This year for the taking I'm claiming it now

All that I wanted to do
Places I wanted to see
I gotta overcome
My insecurity
Know that it's holding me back
Know that I'll never grow
Think that it's finally time
For me to let it go
All that I wanted to do
Places I wanted to see
I gotta overcome
My insecurity
Know that it's holding me back
Know that I'll never grow
Think that it's finally time
For me to let it go