I've Got So Many Places I Can Go...

I've got so many places I could go
And none of them are home
And I've got so many people to see
And I'm sitting here alone
You
In the next room
Your temporal tomb

My arms are not strong enough
To stop both you and I from dying
I need you to start trying

I was raised on rooftops
You try to topple buildings
But when there's just a skeleton
What is it you are killing

I don't know romantic love
But I know love ripped from the heart of a child
And all the scars on my soul
Prepared me to be released into the wild

You spit in my face
In a shirt you bought me

My clashes of ego
Are like shooting free throws
When compared to dealing with my blood
Who've lost their sense of good
I might need some chemical help but
Boy that won't fix you
There's so much fucked
I'm not sure your chemicals are the issue
You dive in head first, despite my forewarning
So I have no sympathy when you're a broken man in the morning
It'd be all boxed and squared
If not for the fact that I cared
And unfortunately still continue to
You lock the door on me
You lock the window too

I've got so many places I could go
And so few of them are home
I have so many places I could go
And so few of them are home

I wonder what could have been different for you
If the stakes were higher what would you do
You knew you always had a home to run back to
When you felt that the world had attacked you
You haven't given me the same crutch
So I hope I won't make the same mistakes
I don't want to fit into this fucking picture frame

I want to go back in time to help you
But I don't know what went wrong
And you would take it as an attack
Just like you'll take this song so
I'll keep walking around
Crying for what you can't undo
And even as it gets harder
Just know I still love you