Lostknight

I feel like a ghostboy
Falling with a ghostgirl
I've turned to a cold boy
Living in a cold world
I'm on my own
I'm in my head
I'm in my zone and i'm better off dead
Tell me the things that you said
Told me that I'm not worth loving
Look in my eyes when we fucking
Tell me you want it
Gave you my heart
And you gave it back budging
Tried to move on, but you know im not budging
I'd buy your love, but its not in my budget

I walk the lonley road
I dont know where I come home
I get drunk and call your phone
You pick up and I go ghost
Over and over
But not when I'm sober
Gave my heart like a donor
Fall from this love like a soldier
Gotta keep all my composure
Searching for closure
Dont think that I'm really getting no closer
Pretend that I'm happy
Put on a fake smile
I might just be a poser
My heart is locked away
Hides the pain from yesterday
Colors change, all I see is grey
I swear I have seen better days
But I'm not better
I dont miss her
Maybe I be lying if I said that
So I role this swisher
It's the ultamate fixer
I think that I'm dying
I see red and black

I walk the lonley road
I dont know where I come home
I get drunk and call your phone
You wont pick it up, so I wont leave you alone
I feel like a ghostboy
Falling with a ghostgirl
I've turned to a cold boy
Living in a cold world
I'm on my own
I'm in my head
I'm in my zone and i'm better off dead
Tell me the things that you said
Told me that I'm not worth loving
Look in my eyes when we fucking
Tell me you want it
Gave you my heart
And you gave it back budging
Tried to move on, but you know im not budging
I'd buy your love, but its not in my budget