Monsoon

I'm tryna be him (woahohhohh)
I'm tryna be him
I'm tryna be him (woahwoahwoah)

Girl don't lie, I could be him
When you're not here it's like a monsoon
I won't lie, believe it
I'm tryna be the one you turn to
Girl don't lie, I could be him (here we go again)
When you're not here it's like a monsoon
I won't lie, believe it (here we go again)
I'm tryna be the one you turn to
Oh

Can't make no promises
You know all the shit I've been through
Though you'd understand
But now I'm lost tonight, and where are you?

Here we go again
You need a helping hand
I can't tell what you wan't you want
I don't know why it all depends on
Your specific mood
Who's within your room
Your television channel and the fucking truth

Here we go again
You say your not my man
You wanna help me out
But you know that you can't
No one's in my room
I'm thinking about you
Don't know what the fuck to do with you and you and you

Girl don't lie, I could be him
When you're not here it's like a monsoon
I won't lie, believe it
I'm tryna be the one you turn to
Girl don't lie, I could be him (here we go again)
When you're not here it's like a monsoon
I won't lie, believe it (here we go again)
I'm tryna be the one you turn to
Oh

I ain't got nothin' to lose girl
And you choosin'
Sumn like outta the "Mean Girls"
And you bruisin'
Remember when we used to face pearls?
Straight cruisin'
But you want me and you want him too
Either way you choose
It's cool it's cool cuz

I ain't been much of a saint but
You know me girl
And maybe I'm really afraid that
We'll both let go and
Jump into the wormhole of this dying abyss
I think it's time to give up and try different things
Different things

Every time we together our emotions be shiftin
When we kickin' it you steady be keepin' me lifted
Is it you? Is it me? Is it motherfuckin' we?
I know that I need you, I can't leave you
Pull up up on me

Girl don't lie, I could be him
When you're not here it's like a monsoon
I won't lie, believe it
I'm tryna be the one you turn to
Girl don't lie, I could be him (here we go again)
When you're not here it's like a monsoon
I won't lie, believe it (here we go again)
I'm tryna be the one you turn to
(The one that you, that you run to)

But I didn't think you were ever leaving
I never wanted to change
But I didn't think you were ever leaving
I never wanted to change
But I didn't think you were ever leaving
I never wanted to change
But I didn't think you were ever leaving
Nodding it off with a party every weekend
I never wanted to change
But I didn't think you were ever leaving