Self Made

Reminiscing about my issues
And second guessing decisions
I fell in love with perception
And out of love with these bitches
Im trying to get to this money
My daddy think Im just wishing
But lately I just been stressing
Trying not to play the victim
I said it but I aint mean it
No fight just disagreeing
You hugged me and
Said you loved me ion really think u mean it
So lately I just been bugging
Tryna figure out my meaning
And you aint doing no help so you better off just leaving
No helping so you better off just leaving
No helping so you better off just leaving
No helping so you better off just leaving
No helping so you better off just leaving
I said it
I said it
Man I feel so good
You done came claim yo city
But aint from yo hood
It aint really adding up
But it sounds so good
When its all said and done
We gon still be good
We gon still be here
We gon still be strong
We gon still stand tall
And we gon still be know
Ima still pick up when u call my phone
And ion even gotta ask cause I know you all alone

The devil he keep knocking
I think he got an accomplice
Im dreaming about the future
But stuck so far in my conscience
Relapsing more than action
Your body went in your mind
Your soul went in your pocket
Your pocket take up your time
Problematic problem habit
Do you still want me
The sirens had me bugging out cause these pills on me
And I wont take it disrespectful if u feel on me
I never thought this much success could really feel lonely

All this shit is too much
How to deal with no love
You know my hearts been crushed
You fucked up my trust
I know u need space
Shit I been tripping
Without you outta place
Your the piece thats missing
I dont wanna lose the little things I had
But i had to cut her off cause this love shit is trash
Drugs in my body making time go fast
Cold sweats at night running down my back
She from the past shes on my mind
Im self made so theres no you and I
Lifes not fair smoke in the air
I know u dont love me cause u dont care

I said it
I said it
Man I feel so good
You done came claim yo city
But aint from yo hood
It aint really adding up
But it sounds so good
When its all said and done
We gon still be good
We gon still be here
We gon still be strong
We gon still stand tall
And we gon still be know
Ima still pick up when u call my phone
And ion even gotta ask cause I know you all alone