P E R F E C T

No I'm not perfect
Is the music still worth it
Does it still have a purpose
I don't think that it's working
I spit it in cursive
Yes I'm still learning
I can not write this
No I'm not perfect
Do I deserve this
No I'm not perfect

No I'll never be
What you wanna see
I've accepted my defeat
Think I'm finished probably
Reaching all my goals
Practice self control
Never made a miracle
I've been living in my lows
Never had a chateau
But know I had place in a nice neighborhood that I could call home
Never really struggled for much
But why is that always a thing you need to be relatable
When not everyone ever had it that tough
Just 'cause I ain't from the ghetto you think that I got it all together
And my parents stayed together and my moneys all together
So I must be all together so you judge me on the better
But whatever yeah you got me figured out you're so clever
Everyone's saying that I am so privileged cause my skin colors
A little bit different or maybe they're thinking that
I'm a counterfeit for speaking English even though I am Mexican
Try to turn me into their creation but they didn't think that I would be this hesitant
It's funny how they guess I'm always in their unison
Little do they know I play them like an instrument

No I'm not perfect
Is the music still worth it
Does it still have a purpose
I don't think that it's working
I spit it in cursive
Yes I'm still learning
I can not write this
No I'm not perfect
Do I deserve this
No I'm not perfect

Look in the mirror
Why can't I see clear
I've shed many tears
But no one to hear
Crawling through glass
Been stabbed in the back
Not a clean past
I'm sick of this mask
I've hit a rough patch
I'm living so bad
I'm sick of this mask
I'm sick of this mask
Sick of acting like I gotta keep up my appearance
Just to make sure all the people do not get the wrong idea
But what happens is that people keep on judging on the phony image
That was made to focus their attention on the good parts
I'm falling apart
Left with my thoughts
Tryna get better
With all my songs
Answer the call
We'll do it together
This is forever
Not perfect at all
Why you wanna be something that doesn't ever happen in a lifetime
I don't get it why you're judging other people just
Cuz they don't meet the expectation that you set
Without their knowing just open your eyes and face it
Jesus Christ please take this
Prides failed me too much can't take it
How can you think I'm worth it
Killing myself just to be perfect

No I'm not perfect
Is the music still worth it
Does it still have a purpose
I don't think that it's working
I spit it in cursive
Yes I'm still learning
I can not write this
No I'm not perfect
Do I deserve this
No I'm not perfect



Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Gomez
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