Friday Nightmare

With a brick in my hand and a hole in my soul
Find myself lost out on your porch
And everything is telling me to throw it through your window
Fill you up with guilt and remorse
I know you thought that it'd kill me
I'll never know why
You're the one who was wrong
Can you get your own life
Cause I
(I)

I'm over it anyway
A constant disappointment
I'm living with the notion
That I once called you a friend
(I swore I'd find another way)
These nights I need to get through
These battles that I've been through
They'll be with me til the end
(It's just another day)

With a girl at his side and a tab he can't pay
Left him face down drunk at the bar
Watch her laugh and her scream while she's slapping his face
Saying no one will know who you are
She walks out, he gets up
Time to make his mistakes
Track her down, keep it cool while he's pleading his case
But why
(Why)

I'm over it anyway
A constant disappointment
I'm living with the notion
That I once called you a friend
(I swore I'd find another way)
These nights I need to get through
These battles that I've been through
They'll be with me til the end
(To make it through another day)
You call yourself so ordinary
Begging for a line
Get through the night
Don't look at me cause I can't help
You're just a waste of time
You've wasted all my time
You've wasted all my time

I'm over it anyway
I'm a constant disappointment
I'm living with the notion
That you once called me a friend
(I swore I'd find another way)
These nights I need to get through
These bottles that I've been through
Will I live to see the end?
(To make it through another day)
I'm calling myself ordinary
Begging for a line
(Get through the night)
Don't listen as I scream for help
I'm just a waste of time
I've wasted all my time
I've wasted all my time

With a brick in my hand and a hole in my soul
Find myself lost out on your porch