Gone

Yo I just wanna get fucked up
Till my mind is stuck shut
When I rewind, I cannot find these traces of destruction
I just wanna wild out all night long
Another line of cocaine and the same nine songs
Didn't Kanye West just play? He's on again
Murdock is the DJ, Oh he's gone again
See the room is spinnin' faster than the records playin
You would've thought I reached my peak like the Himalayans
But I just hit my weigh in, dropped another weight class
Puked up what I ate, time to regain mass
Late night Taco Bell run, I quit fast food
And cigarettes, fuck it yo, I'm in that relapse mood
Oh who am I kidding yo I can't pretend
But I think that I'm falling in love again
With making terrible decisions I can't comprehend
I fought and fucked last night? I cant remember when
Cause I was gone

Yo Murdock, do you... do you wanna talk about yesterday man
Nah man I was gone
Cause we had all this alcohol and you drank all this alcohol and you just left
I don't know I was gone
People were looking for you man, they were mad that they couldn't get drunk at this party
Shit I was gone
Yo you gotta chill out man cause people wanna... they wanna fight you man

Last night was fun so let's ante up
I mix my lexapro with xanny in a brandy cup
I want everyone to throw your hands and panties up
I want this club poppin like mollys is candy yup
My crew is still hungover so im rocking solo
Come in beatin on my chest like I'm half bonobo
Oh shit that's Murdock, let me snap a photo
Blacked out in every single pic, givin myself FOMO
I found the love of my life, but I forgot her name
Dodged my next heartbreak, I just switched the lanes
Did some donuts in the lot, round and round again
Committed to the dog that bit me but I'm off the chain
Muzzle me up, my bark is an obnoxious pit
Before I let something from my subconscious slip
Slap me in the face the next day, no cautious tip
What the fuck did I say? Give me a synopsis shit yo I was gone

Then we finally find you with a group of bums, just chillin
Nah man I was gone
And then you just got naked in front of them, talking about you an actor and shit
I don't know I was gone
Bro you went to one of the bodegas and took a shit right in the middle of it bro
Shit I was gone
And I saw Vinny run out too I know he did- where the hell is Vinny

OWL
I woke up this morning with a shit look on my face
Hungover was an understatement, my brain's been erased
I see a glass of water on my nightstand so I taste
It's straight gin, spit it out, I find a note this what it says
Good morning asshole, sincerely drunk you from last night, hoe
Everything had typos, where the fucks my lightbulbs
Someone's on my couch I see some hairy feet and white toes
This how every night goes, never ending cycle
It's a waste of day, if I ain't spend the whole damn night flippin
Looking like I'm Thai, kids like
Why's Vincent's eyes squintin
Sunshine's though my blinds
Lasers, I'm sizzlin
Bum rush the bodega for a coffee with some ice in it
Taylor ham to soak up what a failure I am, paler I am
Crucified impaired with Jerry Sailor nailed to my hand
Don't give a fuck if you ain't feelin me, I'm feelin aannd
Our new shit finna spin like ceiling fans
Million fans screamin
I wanna be like Owl when I grow up
We ain't bout to slow up
Fuck shit go nuts
You don't like that shit, so what

I'm gone
And I'mma be this way until I'm gone
Bartender's like bitch you better be gone
Said bitch I'm already gone
Said bitch I'm already gone