Nikki

Your voice is all I need to hear
Feels like some years
I look for you in every girl I meet and it ain't fair
Not to them, not to me I wish you cared
I gave you ultimatums and I wonder why I dared
And here we are
I'm feeling you from afar
You are my gravity but life has put you up on mars
I put myself out in the open hoping you follow the motion
We tend to reach for each other when the clouds are closing then it snows
And like we all do, I stayed inside
Of course you reached for me when I was blind
Missed my chance to skip all of the hurt, all of the pain
You thought I must of moved on, so really whose to blame
And here we are

You got a man now, is he for you?
Does he stimulate your mind
Or give you the space and time?
Do he follow through?

I made you promise me you'd never settle for a dude who doesn't do the things I do
And look at you now, killing yourself
It hurts to know he cares more for beer on the shelf
My blood boils as your tears fill a well
Shots to his chest, ruby his material
Wiping tears daily like we cursed with a spell
A love too messy for the use of Cottonelle
You're hard to love
I tuck it cause I never wanna trust it
Yea you fucked it up for me and so did ever girl I was fucking
Take it back if I could
Cause now you're calling and I know it
The moment you look past it is the moment that I've blown it
I've got a craving for a love like yours
Can't control the feeling for a love like yours
I apologize
All the fucked up shit I did it's got me traumatized
Any hope of being together demoralized
Though I'm tryna picture our future together still
Your mama want us together I haven't met her still

Ooh ooh ooh Nikki
I need you
Whoa-ooh-whoa-ooh-ooh
Ooh ooh ooh Nikki I need

I'm sick and tired
It's like every time we talk an apology required
You just scared of love and that I might lose my desire
Like it ain't been some years that our love has had me sired
Look I'm a patient person
Only cause I certain that our love is sick
And I'm a patient right behind the curtain
I swear it feels like ages I just wanna book the plane trip
Say fuck it to my bills with no hesitation
My mind running drills like I'm meditating
Not hearing from you is so devastating
The sound of my watch ticking so penetrating
It ain't no God for me but I'm still praying
Cause I know
At any second it might be too late
At any second I might be too cray
Cause you driving me so wildly
The day I move on is unlikely
Cause you anchored me down
Now you're breaking me down
I guess this is how you show your love for me now
Granted I love the pain I won't allow you to take advantage
I'm a sucker for you so regardless I'll wear the bandage
My heart slamming to my chest, don't know if I can stand it
Told you that I'm here through the pain and the damage
I'll move across the planet, shit I'd do it baby
Quit my job and drop out, then I'm doing 80



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Writer(s): Dedrik Anderson
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