Mistakes

How long can you rip my heart
Til you realize you were wrong?
Why can't we get along?
I'm so lost
How long can you rip my heart
Til you realize you were wrong?
Why can't we get along?
I'm so lost

How many souls can you take til you considered a man?
How many souls can you take til it's considered a sin?
How many O's can you make til you're too rich to be seen?
How many drugs can i take so i can't feel a thing?
I got caught in a dream but now i'm waking up
I would do anything to keep from breaking up
But you had your own demons
I was ignoring your feelings
I had my own shit to deal with and couldnt hear your screaming
Second semester of sophomore year
We broke up, i was fighting back tears
It was my fault, you know im extra
Maybe the language that i used didn't help us
Nonetheless, full of guilt and stress
No downtime inbetween, let's address what's next
One day, walking home, my friend told me he put me on
Picked up the phone, saw he talkin bout this girl i know
Super fine, and he said that she liked me
So i told him "aight man, imma see"
Let's just say we hit it off
Really chill, keeps it real, and her booty really soft
She said she loved me
It shocked me because usually
I was the first one to say it so this was new to me
We made up baby names
I got you build a bear
Woulda done anything
To show i really care
Then i start to see
A split with her and me
Gave it a hundred but i ain't feel the same energy
By now i'm losing trust
And she's just given up
Can't tell who fucked it up
But now we lost our gust
We fighting every week
My friends would tell me she's cheating
The truth i never did seek
I was feeling defeated
Til one october evening
I turned around
Saw her leave with another nigga
I lost the love of my life
Got cheated on during homecoming night
If this is love then why the hell does this strike me
Broke my heart forever, misadventures of my psyche
If this is love then why the hell does this strike me
Broke my heart forever, misadventures of my psyche