Trapped in the Dunya

Pray I die Muslim
Pray I die Muslim yeah
God have a hold on me
Don't let me go

Okay I wake up in the morning and my life is full of sin
Know the angels on my shoulder gone be telling in the end
That's why I cannot pretend
All this guilt I'm feeling
Know I wanna make a change
I know its starting from within
I know I gotta lose some friends
All the clubs and partying
All the drugs in my system
And then all of the women
Showing off all they skin
Wallahi I'm gone repent
Wallahi I'm gone repent
I know I said that yesterday
But today its happening
Swear I'm doing it forreal
You don't know how I feel
I'm gonna make my wudu
I'm gonna start brand new
I'm gonna get off the block
I'm gonna hang in the mosque
And please forgive me mamma
Know I put you through a lot
Was always in your dua
I'm gonna pray my salat
And leave the sinners that I know
Killers and dealers that I know
And everything else in my past
I will never go back
But the truth is that I'm trapped in this

Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
I'm just trapped inside this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
And I don't belong inside this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
I felt no love inside this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Just save me from this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Why do I chase this?
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Oh when I hate this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Take me away from this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
It's a trap yeah

Not sure if I can give up music tho
I know deep down that it pollutes my soul
And I'm not saying it is right
I know that it is wrong
I hope one day I'll learn to let it go
I'm just a sinner
May Allah forgive us all
My biggest weakness probably females
I ain't gone lie
Not gonna go into the details
I ain't gone lie
Lowering my gaze I'm gonna try that soon
Try that try that
I'll make a change and change my number too
I'll put the deen over dunya
Imma live my life right
Imma marry a hijabi yeah i'll make her my wife
Imma teach all my kids the proper way to live life
Imma read the Quran and imma know what I'm saying
I hope I die on a Friday in Ramadan while I'm praying
Don't you expose my sins
Don't you look to my past
I told you I won't go back
I told you I won't go back
But I'm trapped, forever trapped in this

Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
I'm just trapped inside this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
And I don't belong inside this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
I felt no love inside this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Just save me from this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Why do I chase this?
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Oh when I hate this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Take me away from this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
There's so much pain in this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Just protect me from this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
My heart is broken from this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
My eyes are teary from this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
I found no love inside this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
I'm all alone in this
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Why am I trapped inside this?
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya
Dunya, Dunya, Dunya

So many so many sins
So many sins I'm addicted again
Again and again I repent
Again and again and I know
Money can't save my soul