Family Tree

I used to love you
Now I doubt it all
That's what you said
Sometimes I hurt others
Sometimes myself, along the way
I should've known better than to fall again
Heart ran astray
Sometimes I love others
Sometimes myself, along the way

I'm too young to stop taking risks
And too late to start
Sometimes I risk others
Sometimes I risk my trembling heart

Pain free
Hope is dancing so desperately
I did expect you to shake me
Falling leaves on my family tree
Pain free
Hope is dancing so desperately
I did expect you to change me
Falling leaves on my family tree
Falling leaves on my family tree

I'll write a million songs to feel better
To understand
Sometimes I feel nothing
Sometimes it all comes washing in
And the little yellow sandals in the hallway
Split them in two
Sometimes I hurt others
Sometimes myself and sometimes you

Hurt me
Tried to guard myself properly
But you're soaking in deeply
From the roots of my family tree
Sorry
I did expect you to hate me
Spring is coming to save me
Rain on me and my family tree
Rain on me and my family tree
Falling leaves

I throw myself like sticks in the water
Making a wave
Sometimes you swim with me
Sometimes we sink into the lake