Not Ready To Go

And when the morning comes you know you'll be forgiven
It's a practice that you're certain to abuse
My body is weakened by the state of the union
And there's hardly any room left to bruise
Taking shelter in a broken house is easy for a quick release
But when the cold gets in it's slow to devour
The unfamiliar swallowing me, I'm not quite ready

I'm a prisoner of my own reservations
I'm just tied up by the things I put me through
I wasn't lying when I said I was out
I just struggle with my follow-through
I'm not ready to go

I must be going crazy, or maybe it's just I'm lonely
But I've grown too dependent to make it alone
Holding on to someone who's given you next to nothing
I shouldn't want to stay but I'm not ready to go

I feel like such a child lost in your fight

I must be going crazy, or maybe it's just I'm lonely
But I've grown too dependent to make it alone
Holding on to someone who's given you next to nothing
I shouldn't want to stay but I'm not ready to go