Double Standard

A waste of time
Is what I was labeled
Because of falters in a life
That just seemed unstable
Faced with my mistakes everyday
Now I wither away
Looking back at all that was done
Tell me should I change
Or keep living in my sins
Tell me what you think I should be
Or the pain that you wish I'd see
But lets be real you'll never say a thing
Its not your fault
You're just a coward too
Why did I fucking do this
Why can't you just come save me
Have my back one more time
Before this is all over
You look at me with those eyes like you're better than
But you're not you're nothing more than hypocrite
You live your life in a shell Afraid to try
You'd rather hide until it's time to fucking die
I wish I could just show you
A single day in my life
Then maybe you'll understand
What its like being mislabeled
Being mislabeled
Being mislabeled
I've Never felt so alone
Its like I'm lost in my mind
Like I've lost my way home
Left behind
I Just keep fighting this war
But I never gain hope
Feels like there's nowhere to go
Here alone