I Feel So Alone

Lately I been feeling like
Nothing around me
Is feeling right
Every night I stare
At the ceiling light
Trying to figure out
What's my purpose
Does God exist
Or does he not
If the world's gonna end
Then how long we got
Until then let me
Hold the clock
I want to take time
On these songs I jot
The world's been
Sleeping on me
Everybody hit snooze
I just dropped another song
It only got like 26 views
Damn I guess I'm not
So amazing after all
Fuck it I think
I should quit rap
Cause this crap
Don't pay where
I live at and
Shits getting real
I got a lot of bills
And still no deal
I don't really feel
Like picking up a pen
I rather drink hen
Until I'm back in my zen
Throw your hands in the air
And dont throw
Them back down
Close my eyes
Fantasize all these
Fans all around
While I'm bound
By the sound of
The crowd getting loud
Then I'm back in my room

I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone yeah
I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone yeah
I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone I'm lonely
Yeah I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone yeah

Lately I been like
Everyone around me hates me
The energies different
And niggas been distant
And only around me
When they need assistance
I gotta alot on my chest
But for this I
Think ima digress
I careless I'm just
Keeping my steps
Although I confess
I been acting a mess
Can you believe
At night when I rest
I still get a urge
To send her a text
Emojis and all
Am I still the best
With dates conversation
And sex tripping
I drank to much
Lick for the night
Delete what I wrote
Then I write
What I spit on the mic
When I see him
This shit is on sight
When I see her
She's getting the pipe
Shoutout to my best friend
I wish this shit never
Came to a dead end
You my boy
Even though we don't talk
I fucked up but it's love
Anywhere that I walk
I hope the feeling's
Reciprocated I been
Evading conversation I'm
Intimidated innovating
In the studio
Just getting faded
I spit a statement
That's amazing on
A different cadence
This one's a hit and still

I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone yeah
I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone yeah
I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone
Yeah I feel so alone
I feel so alone
I feel so alone yeah

Lately I been feeling like
I don't really know
What I'm feeling like
Living life everyday without
Shit in sight I sit and fight
For a light that
Ain't getting bright
It's been this way
For so long
Asking myself where'd
I go wrong
I don't know any way
I could fix it
I'm a misfit