Escaping My Identity

You say it's hard enough to be alive
And you don't have to have a life yet
But I can't grow in a place like this
I need dirty air not empty promises

I feel nostalgia in places I haven't been
I miss the life I haven't lived

Escaping my identity
With half a teaspoon of insanity
I've forgotten how it feels to have anxiety

Escaping my identity
With half a teaspoon of insanity
I've forgotten how it feels to have anxiety
Escaping my identity
Six hours away from reality
For a moment there I thought I was happy

Staying in my own skin is agonizing
And it leads to antisocializing
I can't grow in a place like this
I need dirty air not empty promises

Escaping my identity
Six hours away from reality
For a moment there I thought I was happy

Escaping my identity
With half a teaspoon of insanity
I've forgotten how it feels to have anxiety
Escaping my identity
Six hours away from reality
For a moment there I thought I was happy

Well I'm here now, I don't have much
Just getting by while I'm still alive
Well I'm here now, I don't know why
I pretend I don't mind, I pretend I don't lie

And my nose bleeds as realities collide
I see the life that I can't have, I'm terrified
My nose bleeds, as realities collide
I see the life that I can't have, I'm terrified

Escaping my identity
With half a teaspoon of insanity
I've forgotten how it feels to have anxiety
Escaping my identity
Six hours away from reality
In a moment there I realized I was never happy



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Writer(s): Purple Negative
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