Broke This

It's a double ended dagger when I'm talking to you
Fucking up is like the only thing we know how to do
Always looking for an exit from the shit we should deal
Push the blade a little deeper just to see if we feel
Started thinkin bout a life without the pain and regret
Wonder how I'd function knowing I'm the only one left
Another chapter of a life that I don't know how to live
I'd stick around if I thought I had some thing else left to give
Why'd you light a match and asked me to put it out?
It's like everything you do I need to figure out
Try to find a resolution that's not in sight
I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite
Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home?
And now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone
It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone
But then again I'm not the one who fuckin broke this
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Broke this
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Broke this
It's funny how you think the only one with feelings is you
You try to hold me under water so you can't see the truth
I don't react the way you wanted, so you think your in pain
I know your ego's really hungry but I'm over the games
I started thinking if it's me that doesn't know how to love
A life of hurt on top of choices I can't say I'm proud of
Another sleepless night of wondering if this is my life
And how the hell I managed living in this hole full of strife
Why'd you light a match and asked me to put it out?
It's like everything you do I need to figure out
Try to find a resolution that's not in sight
I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite
Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home?
And now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone
It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone
But then again I'm not the one who fuckin broke this
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Broke this
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Broke this
I paralyzed the rest of me ever feeling
anything, just so I survive (broke this)
A greedy little parasite feeding on the
hole in my chest to stay alive (broke this)
I can't even try to fake another smile
with you pushing on my face (broke this)
If this is your idea of showing me
your love then it's time you were erased
Why'd you light a match and asked me to put it out?
It's like everything you do I need to figure out
Try to find a resolution that's not in sight
I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite
Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home?
And now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone
It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone
But then again I'm not the one who fuckin broke this



Credits
Writer(s): Astra Zero
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