Colder

I'll admit it really wasn't that bad
But it didn't stop me from getting so mad - feelin sad
I prayed I would get a way out before
I guess I got just what I wished and more
But I didn't see it ending like this
Talkin to some girl sendin an emoji kiss
Thank you miss
Gon' and get up off the floor
Grab ya things get ya ass up out the door
Trust is something I don't usually give
And I gave you all of it plus a couple of years
Add emotional pain, a river full of tears
Manipulate my brain, made me cut off all my peers
Couldn't go to work without you yellin in my ears
Two revolutions later and now we're here
Come on everybody scream CHEERS
Now I'm free, just before the new year

We would just yell fight and scream
Over the years tears turned into a stream
It was so bad It felt just like a dream
But I ain't have the heart to tell you to leave
No
I ain't have the heart to tell you to leave
Now
I ain't gonna wear my heart on my sleeve
Yeah
The next one gonna have a test son
Cuz they just might get a colder version of me
Uh

I'm feelin elated ready to start again
Took a detour but now it's time to begin
My life was on hold for a couple of years
I'm relieved that the shit finally came to an end
Now I'm chillin with my friends hanging out on the town
Club hop don't stop sip the coke and crown
The little voice inside my head is still around
Need to drown it out breathe in lets make it loud
The bass is really boomin JBL in constant movement
Slow motion 120 my mind is shooting
Lose focus on whats really brewin
Ain't the right way but what can I say, I'm human
I'm losin myself tonight gonna be another me
Laugh, joke around, life of the party
Dance, don't be shy, get up on your feet
Fuck a lousy day let's forget it with a drink

We would just yell fight and scream
Over the years tears turned into a stream
It was so bad It felt just like a dream
But I ain't have the heart to tell you to leave
No
I ain't have the heart to tell you to leave
Now
I ain't gonna wear my heart on my sleeve
Yeah
The next one gonna have a test son
Cuz they just might get a colder version of me
Uh



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Writer(s): Montega Jordan
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