Feelz

Here is my heart, here is my lust
Drain them
Black as the night, bright as the sun
I blame them
If you could hear, if you could trust
I'm broken
You were my light, I am the one
Who's chokin'
Here is my heart, here is my lust
Drain them
Black as the night, bright as the sun
I blame them
If you could hear, if you could trust
I'm broken
You were my light, I am the one
Who's chokin'

Three damn years with your thoughts on my mind
Lookin' at your pictures and I'm caught til I'm blind
My hopes fly away as my hands go numb
And I still ask myself why I am so dumb
Nothing's been the same since you left me in the darkness
As I battle through the hardships, I know you can't be heartless
I acknowledge that you hurt me and sometimes I feel you had to
It's a sad truth, so I ask you, how long was the past due?
I apologize for whatever made you hate me so much
My only assumption was our lack of close touch
With every passing day I still struggle with my posture
Every issue that I go through, every problem that I conquer
You were the only one I was ever truly after
You could never be a slave cuz I'd be an awful master
I know that on that last "I love you" I was right to question it
But that's just me, always tryin' to make the best of it

Here is my heart, here is my lust
Drain them
Black as the night, bright as the sun
I blame them
If you could hear, if you could trust
I'm broken
You were my light, I am the one
Who's chokin'

As I crawl deeper in the abysmal hole I dug
I've allowed addiction to these feelings like a drug
Like a sick animal, you put me down
With the sound that disallowed my power to keep you around
You were the voice of my angels, the songs I regret writing
Every argument between us was a war I regret fighting
I embraced it so I traced it and I wish I could erase it
I waited and waited and deep down I wanna change it
But maybe it didn't work cuz I was too impatient
But through the darkest of nights you were my illumination
Nothing would've split us if the storm just would've passed
I knew I could've uncovered the truth if I would've asked
You gave me the warmest feeling that no other could
And once you left I began abusing the ones who understood
I take back every hurtful song I ever wrote for your discomfort
You're still the one I have to follow even if I must burn

Here is my heart, here is my lust
Drain them
Black as the night, bright as the sun
I blame them
If you could hear, if you could trust
I'm broken
You were my light, I am the one
Who's chokin'

Build and break me down
Will you save me now?
Pull me from the dark
Do you have my heart?
Save me from myself
Break me from my cell
Chain me to the wall
THIS IS HOW I FALL

Here is my heart, here is my lust
Drain them
Black as the night, bright as the sun
I blame them
If you could hear, if you could trust
I'm broken
You were my light, I am the one
Who's chokin'
Here is my heart, here is my lust
Drain them
Black as the night, bright as the sun
I blame them
If you could hear, if you could trust
I'm broken
You were my light, I am the one
Who's chokin'

Build and break me down
Will you save me now?
Pull me from the dark
Do you have my heart?
Save me from myself
Break me from my cell
Chain me to the wall
THIS IS HOW I FALL