Sober

When you're gone and your life is over
What will they say? What will they say?
When you're gone cause you won't get sober
What will they say? What will they Say?
I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't
Every time that I say I'll get clean but I know I won't
I been Battling all this time it's killing me
And I'm trying to get sober but it's hard for me

Let me speak on addiction, from the voice of an addict
From someone who's battled to get where their at
On a chance, knowing some never have it
Let me speak for the victims
For the families, the lives that are shattered
For the ones that you say had a choice that they made in their life
So their lives never mattered?
This ones for Micah, Michelle, then its Adam
Ryan almost dying in my car on Lantana
As I'm driving I'm trying to revive him I'm watching his lights dim
You think that its mind over matter?
And does it matter, disease or a choice?
And you tease and exploit so you squeeze in your points
And the person in need's at that teetering point, going deeper
When all they really need is a voice
You can do this

When you're gone and your life is over
What will they say? What will they say?
When you're gone cause you won't get sober
What will they say? What will they Say?
I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't
Every time that I say I'll get clean but I know I won't
I been Battling all this time it's killing me
And I'm trying to get sober but it's hard for me

I know what it's like
To be ran by that instinct inside you that sticks to the lie
I know what it's like
To relive all the things that you did till you wished you would die
I know what it's like
When you're waking up anxious and sick
And the logical thing is a fix
So you push all the things that you know you should do
To the side cause you just want that high
But I also know what it feels like when you wake up excited for life
When you make that decision within you to live
So you give all thats in you and fight for you life
There's time if there's breathe in your lungs
It doesn't matter the depth of your runs
No more living on borrowing funds
No more thinking tomorrow I'm done
Cause sometimes tomorrow don't come

When you're gone and your life is over
What will they say? What will they say?
When you're gone cause you won't get sober
What will they say? What will they Say?

There are times I tell myself I'm not the only one
I know I'm not alone and I try to be brave
When everything inside you feels like giving up the fight
Oh no you're not alone so just try to be brave

When you're gone and your life is over
What will they say? What will they say?
When you're gone cause you won't get sober
What will they say? What will they Say?
I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't
Every time that I say i'll get clean and I know I won't
I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't
Every time that I say i'll get clean and I know I won't
I don't wanna live life like this no more I don't
Every time that I say i'll get clean but I know I won't

But you can