Anxiety

Can you hear 'em
All these voices in my head i'm tryna drown 'em out
Going round in circles like a fucking roundabout
It helps to write about it when i'm feeling down and out
And always doubt myself when i can do this shit without a doubt
I do this for the love of music never been about the clout
I do this for my kids cos i'm a dad that's tryna make 'em proud
I do this cos i love it as a kid its always been my dream
I do this cos it helps me and some others with there self-esteem anxiety
Its like i'm fighting with the person that i'm tryna be inside of me
These voices lie to me
It puts me in a mental state that i don't like to be
But then i can hear another voice that's saying you've got to 'em lee its kinda deep
And i'ts only getting deeper my heart is weak but feel it beating like a speaker
The only thing i had that helped was turning to the reefer
But now i can't even smoke it cos that shit don't help me either

Anxiety it's not something we should joke about
Anxiety i just want this to be over now
Anxiety already know that there's no i in team it's hard for me
To socialize with all these thoughts inside of me
Anxiety you might not see it from the outside
Anxiety all i ever seem to see is dark skies
Anxiety take these drugs so i can function right
And wonder what's the point to life can't sleep it keeps me up all night anxiety

Cos when it comes to medication yeah i've had 'em all
Duloxetine trazodone propranolol
That's the ones i have to take but they don't help at all
I've had the cbt the counseling there's no one left to call
That's just the mental side not to talk about the physical
My heart is beating out my chest can't breath and i feel dizzy still
Growing up as a kid i always thought i was invincible
But now that i've got older this life is so unpredictable
I never thought i'd have anxiety or have depression
Never thought my own thoughts would be used against me like a weapon
My life changed in a matter of seconds
And people think that's it's easy and tell me to stop with the stressing
I wish that i could though i'll give it a good go
If you've never been through it you can't comment you don't know
What i'ts like to be like this i don't want to be like this
It's like my mind is having an identity crisis

Anxiety it's not something we should joke about
Anxiety i just want this to be over now
Anxiety already know that there's no i in team it's hard for me
To socialize with all these thoughts inside of me
Anxiety you might not see it from the outside
Anxiety all i ever seem to see is dark skies
Anxiety take these drugs so i can function right
And wonder what's the point to life can't sleep it keeps me up all night anxiety

Anxiety