Threat Level Midnight

What worries me the most of you, is that you'll never understand what I've been through
You said you'd always be there
But that couldn't be less true
There's nothing left to save what we had
Just know I wish the best for you
I wish it could've been different in the end
But I'll always just remain a friend

Crooked smiles and cheap liquor
Are what will get me through these endless nights
Just know if I could turn back time
I'd still be by your side
The curtains closing and it's time for our final bow
But I want to stay because there's something I need to say...

I need you now

I keep asking myself
Where did I go wrong
But I think it's better left unsaid
Because the truth is
I'm scared to know what I did
To end such a perfect bliss

I take this old dagger to my throat
One solid slit and I'll remain close
To the end of my rope
Where did I go wrong?

I've never felt more lost
Where did I go wrong?