Under the Sheets

My mind tells me
I'm not like the rest
Either I'm not good enough
Or I'm the best, it goes back and forth
And honestly, it just makes depressed
'Cause I'm not meant to be separated from the rest

So I stay under the sheets
The warmth of the laptop on my knees
And a screen that doesn't judge me

Wondering why you can't cry
To getting a headache from tears
Feeling like you don't know why
You have so much fear
Wishing you could feel something
To wishing you could get rid of all these feelings
I don't know why I'm so afraid
So I'll stay under the sheets today

Pride and shame wrap all around me
And they go by the same name
Called insecurity
Well I'm just a human being
And we've all had these same damn stupid thoughts

And I stay under the sheets
The warm blankets over me
And a warmth that no one else seems to give me

Wondering you can't cry
To getting a headache from tears
Feeling like you don't know why
You have so much fear
Wishing you could feel something
To wishing you could get rid of all these feelings
I don't know why I'm so afraid
So I'll stay under the sheets today

I go out but I don't think they really see me
I try to help but I don't think they really need me
I'm trying not to admit that maybe I'm lonely
Maybe I'm worthless
I'll be under the sheets

Today
(I go out but I don't think they really see me
I try to help but I don't think they really need me)

Today
(I'm trying not to admit that maybe I'm lonely
Maybe I'm worthless)

Wondering you can't cry
To getting a headache from tears
Feeling like you don't why you have so much fear
Wishing you could feel something
To wishing you could get rid of all these feelings
I don't know why I'm so afraid
So I'll stay under the sheets today



Credits
Writer(s): Katherine Dill
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