Fireside Winter

I can't even speak, all the words I own wanted to leave
I didn't think, that December was even
Falling for you like we're always as sad as silent as everything we hold onto

And I'm not some boy you need or a trick you can never unsee
I'm all those things that you look past
I'm every little thing, you regretted
And I'm every chance to leave I'm a message

I can you tell you forever was never the answer I've forgotten the pressure of days
And the castles that stood in your smile always melted the glaciers away
But that's only till they flooded my heart
And corrupted all the innocent bones that remain did I scare you away?

I can't even speak every time i get lost in my point
My circle speech I feel young I feel dumb I feel like I'm seventeen all alone
And I couldn't stand to read the message you carved in my neck

If the lights are all on burning bright
If the seasons are changing tonight
Then I connect with the breeze and the echo of trees that covered and swallowed my dreams

I can almost go back in time
Like I'm flipping through pictures to find
The clearing of grass where The poisonous well in my mind has nurtured and built up my fears

I can you tell you forever was never the answer I've forgotten the pressure of days
And the castles that stood in your smile always melted the glaciers away
But that's only till they flooded my heart and corrupted all the innocent bones that remain
Did I scare you away?