Reality(Insecurity)

Feels like I been losing my time
And ain't no lookin back for me
Feels like I been stuck in a crime
And they done locked away the key
Where could it be?
Where could I find who I am
When will I feel like I'm a man?
Where is the moon inside my dark
Why is there pain upon my heart?
Feels like I been stuck in a crime
And they done locked away the key
Save me

I feel like
Me and earth shaking I'm waiting til either blow
Doubting all my decisions til homies boost my ego
I been fighting the darkest angels with pen and pencils as weapons
Sweating through 9-5's saying fuck it I need equipment
Bitches acting like niggas and niggas acting like hoes
Attention seeking for ego's I'm practicing better flows
Mission visioned, I'm Casper To negative tendencies
If ain't claiming relation don't owe em apologies
What goods a dream if you ain't got a dollar?
Who told you chasing it would ease you to a lot of Guala?
Cash rules everything around us but I been on the ground just
Hoping and praying I never switch
I been staying learning to fish without the pole
Now I'm, Losing my balance with every challenge that catches up to my hope
Insecurity hittin whenever my heads too high
Like a slave that's been in the system that whipped him throughout his life
Strongest angels are given the hardest battles to fight
I been sick and famished of being too scared of the afterlife
Time is ticking no pausing no stopping until my turn
If I'm going I'm going I'm fighting the curse

Feels like I been losing my time
And ain't no lookin back for me
Feels like I been stuck in a crime
And they done locked away the key
Where could it be?
Where could I find who I am
When will I feel like I'm a man?
Where is the moon inside my dark
Why is there pain upon my heart?
Feels like I been stuck in a crime
And they done locked away the key
Save me

Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on



Credits
Writer(s): Quentin Ward
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