Phthonus

This is not me throwing darts, sometimes life makes you grow apart
I miss the days we were halla close; those are memories I'll cherish most
This is not me throwing darts, sometimes life makes you grow apart
I miss the days we were halla close; those are memories I'll cherish most

I been nice, took the pie not a thin slice
Count me out now you gotta watch ya homie win twice
I blazed through the obstacles and danced on thin ice
Without falling, being a warrior was my calling
Shouts to all the haters out there eye balling
I know I'm doing well, I know you wish I'd fail
I know what it's like to wake up in a living hell
Every day cuz you're at constant war with yourself
Insecurities create enemies, but I wish you the best
But if you're not on my right side get to the left
Cutting people off I'm the man at that
You saw me scoring buckets, now your body language is disgusting
And you don't even wanna stand and clap
My plan is that you'll get better quick
As I go alone on this journey getting what they thought I'd never get
I ain't mad it's just what it is

Watch me shine as the profits climb
You got talent too is it true you mad cuz it's not like mine
I never felt I was better than the next the next man
Does my confidence have you feeling like you're less than
Out of the cards we were dealt you had the best hand
Shit, I should inspire you nigga
Gave you the blueprint to spit fire too nigga
And that was out of love for you
Despite it all, I'm never out of love for you
But imma love you from a distance
It's funny how you can switch on me with the quickness
Or is it just resentment that you're too blind to see
If happiness was a locked door, I woulda helped you go find a key
But that's not the way that life goes
I wanna wake you but you'd rather keep your eyes closed