Rainy Vibes

You left me hanging dry
Weather permitting
I bring you rainy vibes

Airy sighs
Exhales of heaven
Hide in my lady eyes

I applied
You accept
No I reply

Loose my number
To yo seconds
I ain't got the time

For back and forth with ya
Stepdaddys runnin back to court with ya

But I aint make it to the NBA
So I don't get paid to play no games

For these verses
They gone write the check

Most of you rappers
I do not respect

'Twas a cold winter.
When I sold my soul to this soul bidder

Wasn't no glitter in my dirty heart
For gold diggers

Rolled with him.
I ditched like everything I owned with em

With no exchange
Or no future promise to blow with em

Took them steps
Feet was wet
No regrets
Trimmer

Followed him
To the depths
Of the depth swimmer

In the storms
Where He slept
I can rest with him

I confess
With a Flesh
Heart up in my chest in him

Trials I ain't woke yet

Me and God ain't spoke yet

Knee high in my sins

Swear my whole body be soaked wet

I can't even focus

Going through these motions

I don't see you throwing me no blessings

I'm wide open

All I see is rain

Rainy Vibez
Lazy Eyes
Maybe I

Painting my
Pain and my
Hurt and then
Blaming it on reigning God

Just when I wanna just give up
He beckons and calls me nigh
Something about when He speaks
It erases away my doubt

I was hung dry
Some fans are inconsiderate
Some blind

The fan that claims to love you
Is the fan you'll get shunned by

When they disagree
And expectations are dumb high

No more rappin to please em
I'm done tryin

These people

Trashed the last triple D CD

But it was
Therapeutic for me to freely grieve

But those that couldn't relate
Aint wanna see me free

They said make music to minister to me, me, me

And if the name of Christ
Doesn't constantly repeat

Then you're as worldly as them rappers that's on BET

But from now on that's the type of fan that we delete
Or block
I'ma tell em all just to leave me be

Because

You aint the standard
I dont do what yall say

You just want an album
Full of hallelujah all days

But homie ima do it God's way

And He told me tell the people
How I got you through the Hallway
Yes

Trials I ain't woke yet

Me and God ain't spoke yet

Knee high in my sins

Swear my whole body be soaked wet

I can't even focus

Going through these motions

I don't see you throwing me no blessings

I'm wide open

All I see is rain

Rainy Vibez
Lazy Eyes
Maybe I

Painting my
Pain and my
Hurt and then
Blaming it on reigning God

Just when I wanna just give up
He beckons and calls me nigh
Something about when He speaks
It erases away my doubt

No matter the brain
Professionally trained
Uh

No weatherman can
Forecast all the rain
Uh

My carpenter friend
With nails in his hand
Uh

Creator of life
Puts science to shame
Uh

A pennys bigger than mustard seed
I heard that's all you need
The currency of the king

When I couldn't find it in me
I'll be honest I ain't the kind to believe

I don't even trust most of the words that be spoken to me

I was on the shore and outrunning the breeze
Claiming lead

Blind to fact He stretched out the sky
And then He unrolled the sea

Waves came crashing down on my logic
Like it was Red Sea

Washed away my doubt and killed my opinion
In Dead Sea

That's a lot of water and rain
I used to call being man
But now I call being chained

I had a Anchor tied to shackles I was walking in

Devil was my stalker then

Now I'm NT... I see the rain to help me start again

Trials I ain't woke yet

Me and God ain't spoke yet

Knee high in my sins

Swear my whole body be soaked wet

I can't even focus

Going through these motions

I don't see you throwing me no blessings

I'm wide open

All I see is rain

Rainy Vibez
Lazy Eyes
Maybe I

Painting my
Pain and my
Hurt and then
Blaming it on reigning God

Just when I wanna just give up
He beckons and calls me nigh
Something about when He speaks
It erases away my doubt