Free Coffee

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
I think I'll throw up anyway
I'm only here for the free coffee
Please don't try to make me stay

I can feel it
I tried to not feel anything

I must've blinked cause they're all getting married
What happened to nineteen?
Let me disembark the ride and rejoin the line
To before I started panicking

I can feel it
I tried to not feel anything

So can we tap the brakes?
Before I suffocate
I'm not used to
Feeling this way

We ate dinner on the floor on Friday nights
On a patch ridden yellow rug
Watching the same 3 movies on repeat
Until they warped or gave up

Then came the friend I was looking for
I drew him from the same page
One on one until one of us won
But your whole team they moved away

So can we tap the brakes?
Before I suffocate
I'm not used to
Feeling this way

I feel it, I feel it all

I've sunken down, to the kitchen floor
This pain in my chest came back for more
It's the ambulance scene from when I died in my dream
All the doors are closing on me but you can't hear me scream

So can we tap the brakes?
Before I suffocate
I'm not used to
Feeling this way