Green Goblin

Hurt lately tomorrow now that's a maybe
If so, I'm gonna smoke to make it less scary
Handful, I got a bag full of what she gave me
It's so crazy my life did a 180
All these bad decisions but I never fuckin learn from it
Healin all these wounds and it takes more than throwing dirt on it
Pop another pill and a take a sip my mind can stop running
Never wake me up again this dreaming got me tired of it

Smoking on it toking on it fucking green goblin
Thought I found my girl but she be playing
Triple option
Wish I would've known that I need to proceed with caution
Fuck it, get thrown out, I don't want, nothing rotten

If I could change one thing about my life and maybe start over
Back to 17 I would've taken things a bit slower
Chill on all the drugs and late nights cuz now I'm tired of it
Nowadays a good day waking up without a hangover

Smoking on it toking on it fuckin green goblin
Thinking bout my past got me feeling like I'm fallin
Often, purple in my blood got me thinking, schemin
Drawin up a plan to keep on geekin, sleeping
Molly double cup and now I'm tweakin, freezing
Sober mind when demons get to creepin, sneakin
Living in the present with what I've done in the past
If u think I had it easy all that I can do is laugh

Been down and out about the life that I've been living lately
Can't seem to shake the emptiness and doubt, the shit that make me
I pray to god he show the light cause I been super hazy
So when I look into the mirror I don't know who I'm facing
Constantly criticized, feeling like I ain't me
Pockets been looking slim so people round me acting shady
I keep on searching for a purpose in the world that made me
I'm on the edge, shutting down I feel my soul escaping
Sky's grey, Seasons fade, I remain alone
Inside my thoughts, inside my head, I barely check my phone
So if you call and I don't talk I'm probably out my zone
Either that or I'm too fucked up to know what I'm on
Empty bottles on my dresser like a pharmacy
People close to me steady saying it's causing harm to me
But what's the harm when all my demons latching on to me?
Ironically, falling apart is the only the part of me

Hurt lately tomorrow now that's a maybe
If so, I'm gonna smoke to make it less scary
Handful, I got a bag full of what she gave me
It's so crazy my life did a 180
All these bad decisions but I never fuckin learn from it
Healin all these wounds and it takes more than throwing dirt on it
Pop another pill and a take a sip my mind can stop running
Never wake me up again this dreaming got me tired of it

Smoking on it toking on it fuckin green goblin
Thought I found my girl but she be playing
Triple option
Wish I would've known that I need to proceed with caution
Fuck it, get thrown out, I don't want, nothing rotten

Life of bad decisions but they never get the best of me
Never know what's coming next life doesn't follow recipes
So I'll take it day by day no lookin back to yesterday
X'ing out that bitch unless she coming for my legacy

Smoking on it toking on it fucking green goblin
Way up in the sky I'm always thinking about jumping
Something, running through my mind keep me from going
Over, damn this feeling like a crazy roller coaster
Wasted driving had to take it to the shoulder
Why do I always feel like it's someone stole her?
Forget about the past there's no going back to that
Gotta keep on going on because I cannot be setback

Yeah, I know it's bad that I ain't called you lately
And maybe it's my train of thought that got me going Shwayze
My insecurities will kill me if I let 'em maybe
I just need some time by myself to keep from going crazy
I feel like every move I make I'm making under pressure
And every Time I hit you up it turns into a lecture
All the things I didn't do or coulda done better
Got me thinking now if We just wasted all that time together
But I ain't tripping bout my past cause I got more to do
No longer stuck inside my head, my heart got more to prove
'Bout my business, all this music shit I'm born to do
But I can't even lie, I still have dreams of coming home to you
Go through my pictures and my throat feel numb
Remember every single moment I don't regret one
I see the smiles on our faces we had so much fun
2 Years of memories with you deleted one by one, yeah

Hurt lately tomorrow now that's a maybe
If so, I'm gonna smoke to make it less scary
Handful, I got a bag full of what she gave me
It's so crazy my life did a 180
All these bad decisions but I never fuckin learn from it
Healin all these wounds and it takes more than throwing dirt on it
Pop another pill and a take a sip my mind can stop running
Never wake me up again this dreaming got me tired of it

Smoking on it toking on it fuckin green goblin



Credits
Writer(s): Nick Gustafson
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