I'm Done

But I'm done

I used to drink you like liquor—knew you were bad for me, but
I'd rather swim in the poison and let it run through my blood
You cut me down just to build me up when there's something you need
'Cause when the lows are the lowest, the highs feel way more supreme
You told me you'd never do me like anyone in your past
I was drinking the Kool-Aid and you kept filling the glass
Told me 'bout how I helped you, thought your new outlook could last
But you're too stuck in a cycle, I know you'll always relapse
But I really fought for you, ripped myself apart for you
Look at what I offered you,
but it ain't enough for you, I'm done with you
I'm running through these memories and I don't understand
How anyone could value chaos over what we had
It's not the deed, it's the lying that done really fucked me up
And you got brand new friends so you can spin the story all you want
And you got that new relationship 'cause you can't be alone
'Cause when you are, the lies are lifted and the truth is hard to own

I don't know if you'll ever fix yourself
But all I know is I'm done tryna help
I gave my all to catch you when you fall
But I'm done, I'm done
Can't watch you fall apart

I know you waited for this, no, you just couldn't resist
Telling me to move on, but I know you wanted the diss
You're someone in my heart, I'm just someone on your list
You take kindness for weakness and use it long as it sits
When I finally asked for respect, that's when you were onto the next
'Cause empathy ain't a capacity you hold in your chest
You think, 'cause people hurt you,
you should hurt others to even score
If I had a time machine, I would travel to times before
I would knock the lights out anyone before they did you wrong
'Cause if I did, don't think I'd ever have to go and write this song

I don't know if you'll ever fix yourself
But all I know is I'm done tryna help
I gave my all to catch you when you fall
But I'm done, I'm done
Can't watch you fall apart

But I'm done
But I'm done
But I'm done, I'm done
Can't watch you fall apart