You Were The Letdown (Chasing California)

I found a place where I can be alone
A space where no one goes
and it's distant like the memories of you and me back home
and you're the reason that I'm trying to let go
and I finally found my weakness and it's the burden that I hold

maybe this is perfect, maybe it's insane
like chasing California to find rain
cause it was the last night of self doubt
and that was the first time I found out
that you were the letdown
you're always the letdown

we're in a poisonous relationship, so where do I begin?
when your lips are just like oxygen, I have to breathe you in
and you're the reason that I'm trying to let go
and I finally found my weakness and i can never come back home

maybe this is perfect, maybe it's insane
like chasing California to find rain
cause it was the last night of self doubt and that
was the first time I found out that you were the letdown
you're always the letdown

I said what I said cause I was done
I put it in the past if it's what you want
try not to call me when I'm gone
I found a place where I can be alone
(don't call me when I'm gone)
a space where no one goes
(and now I'm gone)

maybe this is perfect, maybe it's insane
like chasing california to find rain
cause it was the last night of self
doubt and that was first time I found out

that maybe this is pointless, maybe I'm insane
I'd rather be out there in LA
cause it was the last time I have doubts
I get to the west coast somehow
I'm chasing california