Blue Skies

This song is for my past life

These blue skies, they don't paint themselves
These long nights, they're not good for my health
And these dark thoughts makes me borderline sick
My mom said all good will come to those who wait for it
The green grass smells better with you
And these white lies keep replacing the truth
I see all red when you're next to him
Trying to fix what is broken and I don't know where to begin

I've been afraid of moving on
I've been awake but I'm so gone
So would you catch me if I fell in love with you?
Would you catch me, catch me?

Here I go again, chasing waterfalls
But they only seem to slip away
Close memories turn to distant days
When I need you close, you're a mile away
You're a fireplace and I killed the flame
You're a rainy day and I hid away
You're a roadblock, let me astray
But it's my fault that we are in this place
So tell me what you need me for
And what you think you're running from
I can't help it, I feel insecure
As we lose sight of the sun

I've been afraid of moving on
I've been awake but I'm so gone
So would you catch me if I fell in love with you?
Would you catch me, catch me?

I just wish it all would last
Everything moves way too fast for me
From when you broke me on the couch
Till I moved out of my parent's house
It's all a blur

It's all a blur
It's all a blur
It's all a blur
It's all a blur
It's all a blur
It's all a blur