Suicide

Memories torment me
Like rusted steel of barbed wire
Before I am reborn, watch with me as we see the toppling of an empire
The crumbling of the pillars, echoes deeply inside the hollow shell of a man, once proud
The smell of burning flesh, smoke from eternal fire
Filling up my lungs, it is my one desire

You brought this on yourself
Burning alive as you try to claw away from hell
Rest here for eternity
No turning back now or ever

As time bends itself from its infinite line
To give me what I've always wanted; justified

Feel the skin melt away from the extreme heat
Blood boils, eyes burn from gasoline
Feel the pain as it starts to cut deep
I've burned myself alive in regret of all I've done

I hate to hear you scream
The sound still haunts me in my dreams
Weeping aloud is your only hope, return to ashes and never learn how to cope

To give me what I've always wanted; justified

Now kneel before me, and answer with your blood
It's all over now, you can be at peace
I'm glad I got to be the one to bring my own release

Feel the skin melt away from the extreme heat
Blood boils, eyes burn from gasoline
Feel the pain as it starts to cut deep
I've burned myself alive in regret of all I've done

I think it's funny how
The tables turned around
You got back what you gave
Suffer in the hell you've created

Memories torment me

As time bends itself from its infinite line
To give me what I've always wanted; justified
Now kneel before me, and answer with your blood
It's all over now, you can be at peace
I'm glad I got to be the one to bring my own release

I'm not holding back
This is for all the years
That I've spent with my doubt, and all my childhood fears