Vibrant Conflagration

I wanna drink away
All of my frustrations
And smoke myself
Into retardation
Fuck the world
Let all of my problems burn

I wanna drift away
From all my obligations
Float away
In vibrant conflagration
Fuck it all
I don't even want to learn

I wanna drink away
All of my frustrations
And smoke myself
Into retardation
Fuck the world
Let all of my problems burn

I wanna drift away
From all my obligations
Float away
In vibrant conflagration
Fuck it all
I don't even want to learn

I can feel myself getting dumber
Just from being around me
Where'd all the time go this summer?
It's all crashing down around me

I don't know what else to do
Cuz time is quickly running out
Everything keeps falling through
And I just keep getting knocked down

Life's a giant fucking train
That just continues rushing forward
Pushing you to the next station
Ready or not—it's fucking torture

I'm not ready to move on
I need some time to myself
Wish I could be wild and make songs
Instead of living through this hell

What am I doing with my life?
Who will be my future wife?
Where will I live, what'll be my job?

Where am I headed, at this time?
Who am I leaving behind?
Who in my life is forever gone?

They say happiness isn't a prize
But a road you travel throughout life
It's been so hard to just move on

Can someone look me in the eyes
Someone strong and someone wise
And tell me I'm not doing it all wrong?

I wanna win the game
In spite of my frustration
With a smoking gun
Fired on the bullseye
Of the world
I want the tables to turn

I wanna get away
From all these harmful thoughts
I wanna throw away
All my mental clots
Fuck em all
I've gotta grow and learn

I like my alcohol
On the weekends
And my THC
When I'm with my friends
There's nothing wrong with me
For getting fucked up and having fun

I guess I'm growing up
It kinda sucks, but
I'm shaping up
To be who I want to
Listen up
I've got my life to live