Blazing

Am sitting here staring in your eyes
You asking why am I not surprised
Baby girl I couldn't lie
Am high
You see the redness in my eye
I hear your voice it fly's by
No concussion I an I's just bin blazing

Contemplating on how my days been
Man it's been frustrating
Just sat hear gazing
Gazing and blazing

Some people ain't seen me around they ask me where I've been
I kid you not I thought about throwing the towel in
I had to enter deep meditation like Shaolin
I swear to God I went for several days not showering

I was lost in my thoughts lost in my ways
I don't wana see nobody I just wana blaze
Feels like its gone be forever I know it's a faze
It's just one of them tricks my mind plays

I contemplate bout circumstances
Why do I get more questions when I want answers?
Why do I get no answers when I ask questions
I feel my head is going to explode any second raaa

Explode into the BEAST
He'll grab you with that tight grip there's no release
He'll lock you in then fetters and chains destroy the keys
He'll torcher you and trauma you He'll have you begging please

Wait just chill out relax
Think straight really its nit that bad
Look at talents and all the skills you have
You cannot waste them you must be mad

You better fix up look sharp you must be dizzy
You cannot travel in the dark willy nilly
Give yourself a shake and open up like your fizzy
Spray up the place in peoples faces and cities

Talk your talks make sure its happy talk
No more boy in the corner pick the path you want to walk
Spread the light on the dark oldskool like board and chalk
Give up never not even a last resort

You're built amazing
Your body can do anything
So you should never trade in
I said your body can do anything so you should never trade in

Now am back in my thoughts am thinking deep again
All them other thoughts and feelings they ain't relevant
My insides were bursting with air so I had to vent
I wrote this on a paper when I'z fully lent

I know I've got ambition
I was never really proud of the way I'z living
In and out of dirty flats with cats no flaps
You're missing the message
I had to switch up my position

Do you want to feel happy or do you want to feel pain?
Do you want a challenge or all your days to be the same?
Yo its getting manic I feel sick in ma brain
I've got to accept change or I'll forever be the same

Action time this is the hardest part
I don't care about your feelings or your smart remarks
I've been around since the days when we tested in parks
Now I test myself in libraries with assignments and charts

Lord forgive me for the dirt I've done
And thank you for the preparation in the race I've won
That's gratitude in advance while this zoot I bun
Yours truly Mr $upreme your Son!

Am sitting here staring in your eyes
Sitting here staring in your eyes
Staring in your eyes
Am sitting here staring in your eyes
Sitting here staring in your eyes
Staring in your eyes

Am sitting here staring in your eyes
Sitting here staring in your eyes
Staring in your eyes
Am sitting here staring in your eyes
Ask me why am I not surprised am high!