Dreams

Maybe it was the beginning or the end
Or maybe inbetween
Or maybe it was the pen
That started making me think
I started losing sight
A contract I never signed
A vision in the dark and see I never found the light
See it started when I parted my human side it departed
I never said was a martyr
But couldn't be nothing farther
Asknme for my decision
I still haven't decided
My head is spinning
I get it I'm not the same person Ima
Different person I meant everything I said ima mess
But when I close my eyes at night
I just hope all I did was right

I hope that you don't hate me
Just give me one last kiss
Cuz my life's not what it seems
There's so much that I've missed

And I know oo oo
I don't deserve it but I see you in my dreams
So let it go oo oo
I've given all I have what more do you want from me

Look
I was sitting yesterday and I was thinking how everything else has changed
How I always really wished that
There was never the distance
Cuz you know that's what ruined us
I needed space you need me I always saw it comin
Fit together but always had some of our pieces hidden
I missed it and now really wish I'd seen it slowly comin
I really couldn't picture
Our lives without you in it
A part of me
A part of us
A love that was unspoken

I hope that you don't hate me
Just give me one last kiss
Cuz my life's not what it seems
There's so much that I've missed

And I know oo oo
I don't deserve it but I see you in my dreams
So let it go oo oo
I've given all I have what more do you want from me

I was in and out for weeks
Couldn't picture anything
Black skies in my dreams
Loyalty was unseen
Can I get another piece
Or am I giving into greed
Unspoken enemies
Lately I've been over seen

And I know oo oo
I don't deserve it but I see you in my dreams
So let it go oo oo
I've given all I have what more do you want from me

And I know oo oo
What more do you want from me
I've given everything
So let it go oo oo
I don't deserve it
Leave you with everything